Chaos

[Intro]
I've been Trapped inside my mind all day
And I just wanna get out move out my way
Move out my way
I think I’m lost and I know I can't escape

[Verse 1]
My life, I live it predicting these sentences /
The senseless assumption of judgmental views /
Leaves them confused when they think they know you /
But the truth is your tool to enlighten those fools /
You expose the holes that grows and flows through their minds /
We're raised in these days with stereotypical lies disguised /
A preconceived notion of what we supposed to be /
But see through the eyes of the blind with the hope to speak /
Just notice me, and grow to see the emotions that flow so deep /
When We walk a different path on our own two feet /
See We all face a struggle and suffer in life, it’s like /
We both in the dark but we brothers in light, despite /
Some type of systematic fight for what's "right", I'm hyped /
But right there stop em, I thought the problem was you! /
You weren't judgmental it was me that's confused /
I blamed you for the views and thought you profiled me /
Now I see I was deceived by what I believed you to be /
My vision so focused on my on my own view and stance /
The twist is I didn't see past and didn't give you a chance /
Yo I'm sorry for that, my old view is GONE it’ll never be back /
I never thought I’d apologize through a rap /
And they say ignorance is bliss but they missed this fact /
Ignorance is a state of mind with intelligence lacked /
But who's at fault when someone really doesn’t know? /
And who's responsibility is it to show them the ropes? /
I'm tired of blaming you for not teaching yourself /
Who's the ignorant ass if I just refused to help? /
Now I’m bruised as hell, I stand defeated and weak /
An ego so hurt, I bruised my pride from beneath /
But I see the errors of my ways and I'm dedicated to change /
I challenge you to look within and ask yourself the same... /
Is it you? What can we do? Let's enlighten the truth for us now /
My judgement is gone, I'm honest, and proud, I'm out /....

[Verse 2]
Tryna make it through put on a facade
Never got a shot my path already made
Said they'd be there but I knew they lied
Pretend it don't hurt when they said they tried
Gave up on life felt lost forever
Would I learn to love myself, no never
A little bit of hope made its way through
When you told me you love me and I knew it was true
Hid a secret of your own apologetically
Felt wanted when you said you liked me
Honesty
Policy
Equality
Animosity
Hypocrisy
What, what the fuck is wrong with me
Couldn't be together, just wasn't right
What if that shit had ended in a fight
I let you go, a huge mistake
One I didn't mean to make
Said it was okay yet still got jealous
Gettin a bit overzealous
Lovin him, relivin him, seemed you were ravin him, felt the lust when you was dissin him, missin him, kissin him
Told me you were hurtin' an showed me the cuts
Cried together that night, too far apart
Begging you for another way
“Please, please, just one more day”
Thoughts rushing in my head, your depression
You were still my angel who fell from heaven
I needed you, you were all I had
My only one real comrade
I want to be with you for all the time we have left
You can't go now and leave me bereft
I need you to live to see another day
I don't deserve you but want you anyway

[Verse 2]
Society hatin on us
Cmon don't be a wuss
Afraid to admit it but I'm in love with you
I love you too, don't misconstrue
Had a connection from the start
Stole my soul, along with my heart
Tryna act normal but it still hurts
Remembering all those precarious words
Didn't know how much was missing till you filled it in
Seeing you and can't help but break into a grin
You helped me find my way
I need ya, need ya, need ya... for just one more day
Only wake up in the morning to see your text
Wouldn't look forward to what's next
You're always talking about needing me
So why do you always try leaving me
Say you can't deal with it no more
My heart and mind fighting a war
Without your love I'm hopeless
I know you don't want my condolence
You're telling me to shut up but I can't stop
I won't, I can't let it drop
Saying your time is due
Thinking about life without you
I might as well not exist
Only thing I'd do is reminisce
Wouldn't live in the moment, I'd be in my memories
My one, my only place with amenities
But you ain't dead yet, can't stop trying to save ya
I want you with every single flaw
I wish I would've never had made ya