“CASUALTY” is the first single of Mothica’s sophomore studio album, NOCTURNAL. She teased the song and the music video for the first through an Instagram post shared on November 13, 2021.
Then, during the third week of December (2021) she revealed many things about the album including lyrics of the...
[Verse 1]
I'm a masochist, I get my fix from feeling nothing
Hospitals at 24, alone and self-destructive
Long nights to quiet my mind with empty conversations
Destroyed the life in my eyes, "I swear I'm gonna change" (Yeah)
[Chorus]
I won't be a casualty
A product of my agony
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
I won't be a casualty
No, I won't go down like that
No, I won't go down like that
No, I won't go down like—
[Verse 2]
Six feet under, what would everybody say, I wonder?
"She was throwing back shots and she couldn't even talk"
"Just another O.D., what a bummer"
They say one is too many when enough is enough
Thеse thoughts get too heavy whеn my heart weighs a ton
[Chorus]
I won't be a casualty (Nah nah nah)
A product of my agony (Nah nah nah)
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
I won't be a casualty
No, I won't go down like that
[Bridge]
No, I won't go down like that
No, I won't go down like that
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
No, I won't go down like that
[Chorus]
I won't be a casualty (Nah nah nah)
A product of my agony (Nah nah nah)
Break my bloodline
Feel the pain and then kill it twice
I won't be a casualty
No, I won't go down like that
CASUALTY was written by Colin Brittain & Elijah Noll & Jacoby Shaddix & Jerry Horton & MOTHICA & Tobin Esperance & Nick Furlong.
CASUALTY was produced by Colin Brittain.
On the way to the studio, I was thinking about how many things in my life were set up to destroy me. Like, alcoholism and depression that runs in my family. I suffer from both, and I really hate the idea of either of these things being the reason I give up on life.
This song isn’t your typical Moth...