​cant connect

[Verse 1]
And I still feel my hands on your thighs, yeah
And I still see the look in your eyes, yeah
And I remember when you wanted to die, yeah
Well, I did too, but we learned to get by, yeah
Stay close 'cause I miss you on your smoke break
They know that I'm crushin', but I won't say
Lay low, holding secrets make my throat ache
I hope you know just how I feel because I won't break

[Chorus]
I can't connect, open my mouth
I try to speak, but no words come out
I can't connect
Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead
I'm zoning out into the ceiling again
I can't connеct

[Verse 2]
I don't blame you if you ended up not liking mе
I'm a bore, and I'm a menace to society
Every day lost in my mind, I'm tryna find some peace
I'm a ghost, and I'm a shell of what I used to be
Always keep you close, you know I just can't connect
Girl, I kept you by my side, I had my lips on your neck
If I could only use my words to tell you that I'm a wreck
And that I need you next to me so I feel safe in this bed

[Verse 3]
I got some real dark secrets that I'm hiding away
I'm tryna keep mental sanity and lock it in place
You know I'm tryna do my best to make it feel like I'm sane
I got a fucking parasite, I keep it deep in my brain, yeah
And you know I might explode like a land mine
And I'm sorry if I panic at a bad time
I know you prolly wanna fuck, but I flatlined
I'm just sorry I'm a wreck, I'm tryna get by

[Chorus]
I can't connect, open my mouth
I try to speak, but no words come out
I can't connect
Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead
I'm zoning out into the ceiling again
I can't connect