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[Verse 1]
I've been fighting demons, I've been tryin' to hide it
In public I'm more uncomfortable than I am in private
God told me 'Do this music', so I try to write it
But even when I'm doing right, I still can't be excited
'Cause I be guilty from mistakes that I keep makin'
Every time that I feel better, the enemy come replace it
With depression that be on another level
I be too afraid to take a risk, so I just settle
How come every day feel like I'm running out of time?
Always get a test when everything be on the line
I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I do that all the time
Why do I always give in to the flesh every time
Don't know why I'm still dealing with so many consequences
From so many quick decisions without thinking 'bout the vision
Thinking if it could be different now 'cause lately it's been hard on me (hard on me)
Reminiscing about every time you call on me (call on me)

[Chorus]
I feel like You're tryin' to call on me (call on me)
I feel like it's all on me (it's all on me)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
I can feel it every time You tryin' to call on me (call on me), God I
I just hope you can hear me
My intentions are good, I just can't get over this feeling (over this feeling)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
So I'm listening for every time You call on me (call on me)
I can feel You tryin' to call on me (call on me)
Hear You tryin' to call on me (call on me)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
Gotta pray that You don't let him blame it all on me (all on me)
Tryin' to call on me (call on me)
Hear You tryin' to call on me (call on me)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
Gotta pray that You don't let him blame it all on me (all on me)

[Verse 2]
I still got some insecurities I'm getting rid of
And I been falling down a lot, I'm learning how to get up
My back been touching the ground, feel like I'm doing sit-ups
But I know Satan is down, so I just keep my chin up
I'm overthinking, now my emotions are showing
I'm feeling too much confusion, I don't know which way I'm going
That explains why I'm always on the go
Feeling guilty all the time, but I keep that on the low
I feel it all inside, I don't try to let it show
I feel it every time I feel like I'm on a roll
If I could put it all behind, maybe I could let it go
But tell me, can I let it go when I think everybody know? Maybe so

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just dealing with so many consequences
From so many quick decisions without thinking 'bout the vision
Thinking if it could be different now 'cause lately it's been hard on me (hard on me)
Reminiscing about every time you call on me (call on me)

[Chorus]
I feel like You're tryin' to call on me (call on me)
I feel like it's all on me (it's all on me)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
I can feel it every time You tryin' to call on me (call on me), God I
I just hope you can hear me
My intentions are good, I just can't get over this feeling (over this feeling)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
So I'm listening for every time You call on me (call on me)
I can feel You tryin' to call on me (call on me)
Hear You tryin' to call on me (call on me)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
Gotta pray that You don't let him blame it all on me (all on me)
Tryin' to call on me (call on me)
Hear You tryin' to call on me (call on me)
I feel like the devil tryin' to let it fall on me (fall on me)
Gotta pray that You don't let him blame it all on me (all on me)