California

There's a buzz hanging over my head
From my broken neon halo
Like a movie that i slept through
I just don't get the point
But if i get to california
Before i lose my mind
I'll lay my burden on you
For one last time
Most nights i just lay and wonder
How i ever let it get this far
Because most nights i don't even love you
The way i did the night that came before
Although my head it is so heavy
My mouth is filled with dirt
And my heart it burns with envy
For what you're worth