By Myself

[Intro]
By myself, thanks to white bitch, fucking twerp, you fucking maggot

[Chorus]
Yeah, I’m rollin’ through the night, but it’s just me
Smoke clouds, lost in thoughts, can’t you see?
A party in my mind, but there’s nobody here
Pourin’ out my soul, yeah, drownin' in my fears

[Verse 1]
Heartbreak in my veins, got me feelin’ so numb
Fake smiles, cheers, but I’m the only one
Mirror on the wall, yeah, it shows my true self
Runnin’ from my demons, yeah, put 'em on the shelf
Late nights, bright lights, but they fade away
A crowd full of faces, but I can’t stay
Lost connections, hit me like a drug
Trapped in my mind, can’t escape this tug

[Chorus]
Yeah, I’m rollin’ through the night, but it’s just me
Lost in the shadows, where no one can see
A party in my mind, but there’s nobody here
Pourin’ out my soul, yeah, drownin' in my fears

[Verse 2]
Got the bottle in hand, but it don’t fill the void
Fake friends, fake love, yeah, I feel destroyed
Every laugh feels empty, every joke feels flat
Searchin’ for the light, but I’m lost in the black
Heartbreak hotel, yeah, I’m checkin’ in again
Living in a cycle, can’t seem to pretend
Thoughts like a jungle, can’t escape the maze
In this lonely party, I’m caught in a haze

[Chorus]
Yeah, I’m rollin’ through the night, but it’s just me
Smoke clouds, lost in thoughts, can’t you see?
A party in my mind, but there’s nobody here
Pourin’ out my soul, yeah, drownin' in my fears

[Bridge]
Sippin’ on these memories, they taste so bittersweet
Tryna find a remedy, but can't find my feet
Callin’ out for help, but the silence is loud
In this room full of shadows, can’t escape the crowd

[Outro]
Yeah, I’m partyin’ alone, but the vibe still alive
Cuz in this lonely space, man, I’m learnin’ to thrive
Chasin’ all my dreams, while I dance with my pain
This party by myself, yeah, I’ll rise from the rain