Buyer’s Remorse Cashing in the Reality Check

[Chorus]
I ran away from my feelin's, but that ain't help me a bit
Those late nights when I'm feelin' that my life ain’t worth shit
Got to go to the gym in the mornin', but it's 2 fuckin' AM
All of my thoughts conflict with my feelin's, but I still obey them, oh

[Verse]
How fuckin' sad is it that I just can't admit that I'm in need of some therapy?
Yeah, I'm feelin' like I’m drugged off that hint of love, I could use a lil' empathy, yeah
Yet, I'm dramatically whining 'bout my past romantically
Pretendin' if I got some closure with her that I'd be fixed automatically
Late nights in December, your presence was divine
But it’s hard to remember, our last summertime
Spinnin' 'round in circles
And I don't want a damn rehеarsal, I'd rather see where thе sky is purple
As much as I'll rap about it, I can't bear to lose my life
But the line is getting blurred when I don’t feel that I'm alive
If I already feel I'm dead, does that make this the afterlife?
My brain ain’t fully developed yet, that won’t happen till twenty five
Until then, I deprive myself of what I desire most, yeah (Uh)
Drag myself through the sand up and down the entire coast, uh (Yeah)
Until I feel I’ve punished myself enough for fuckin' up one time
I’ll have served my entire sentence once I’ve wasted all my prime

[Chorus]
I ran away from my feelings, but that ain't help me a bit
Those late nights when I'm feelin' that my life ain't worth shit
Got to go to the gym in the mornin', but it’s 2 fuckin' AM​
All of my thoughts conflict with my feelings, but I still obey them, oh

[Bridge]
I’m stuck on!
(La-da-da-da) I’m stuck on!
(La-da-da-da) I’m stuck on!
(La-da-da-da) I’m stuck on!
You and I can’t get free, all this guilt, why can't I forgive me?

[Outro]
-Comes a time you have to go forwards, not backwards
Maybe if I hadn't left you behind that night, things would be different
It's not all about that night, Gary
Isn't it?
Doesn't have to be
*car starts up and speeds away*