Busy Being Boring

If I don't go
I will never know
Your absence it shows
You also will never know
Lonely pursuits let me choose
What’s mine
Trade my friends in
Make a deal
Someone kind and cruel
Bring the next one
Nothing new
Keep it real
And after you're done blow the gates and let them run
Through the acid, make them feel it
See what I've become, can’t you tell it's come undone
Speak out loud what it's about and run
And you should know my love it is pure
Let your conscience unfold and my foot through the door
After you left me I knew for sure
Deep in the dark I can't lift you up
They don't and I won't and no one
Forgives you
Nothing and nothing and nothing
Forgives you
And after you're done let them in and count to one
Present tense my full intent for now
So I leave you to be with your
Twisted ways to be
Crush their heirlooms
Give me more
So serene
And after you're done cut the chains and let them run
Through the acid make them feel it
See what I’ve become can’t you tell you're number one
Restless mind the best of times is done