Build a Bridge and Jump Off It

Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights
With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down
I'm only fooling everyone else
So that everyone else
Turns their back, turns their back
On me

So let go all these feelings that I'm keeping inside
Hold on cause I'm feeling like I'm buried alive

Lay back as this pain takes over me
Broke down 'cause my head is spinning outta control
19 years, and I got nothing to show
We're only getting older now!

This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting!
I'm rotting!
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die
The only thing I know for sure, is I don't care anymore

And when I'm gone
Well I hope you have the strength to move on
Angry, but I'm told to not complain
Recluse, but I'm better off this way

This is not what I want, but I'll just bite my tongue
Now I'm hungry (hungry)
But I'm too tired to eat
Tired (tired)
But I'm too hungry to sleep
We're only getting older now!

This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting!
I'm rotting!
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die
The only thing I know for sure is I don't care anymore

And it hurts

Save me 'cause I'm drowning!
(Give me more time!)
I can't keep on counting!
Feels like I'm blinded now as they shut me out
But I'm trying to see (Give me a sign!)
Please make this stop!

This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting
I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die!

I'm not going to know what I'm doing here!
What I'm doing here!
So why can't you give me a sign?!

(Give me a sign!)
(Give me a sign!)
(Give me a sign!)
(Give me a sign!)

And as I drown now
Swimming in an ocean of fear
My last regret is
Never knowing why I'm here!
(Why I'm here)