Broken Dreams

I think it’s time to be honest with myself
These Grammy's that I dream of seem to be far fetched
I’m delusional and crazy cuz life doesn’t make any sense
I know God’s watching and laughing at how I lose my head

Sitting at 23 no signs of graduating yet
Financially, mentally broken, Taha G will kill himself
Odds are great if I was you I’d place that bet
If I was you I’d place it just to clear my fucking debt

And I try not to cry but everything hurts inside
And I try not to die but I don’t want to be alive
I fight with these thoughts but they keep coming back
I live with these thoughts it’s too hard to fucking relax

All I ever wanted was to be eventually the greatest artist that this world would ever see but clearly
That shit only happens on tv and fucking movie screens
Clearly God doesn’t want me happy so I stand here with my

Broken dreams , with my broken dreams
Oh yeah, oh yeah

So many goals, I had to achieve so many goals
Dreamed of a house to my name, a throne I could call my own
Needed someone to love me forever, someone I could fall upon
But here I am living in a rented house all alone

Father I try to be a good son but I fail that
Mother I try to make you happy but I make you sad
Sisters I love you I know most times I don't show you that
I know I'm a dick to all of you and only hold you back
King of this world I wanted to be a lavish man
All these riches stuck between the palms of my broken hands
But nothing in my life ever seems to follow a plan
Clearly God doesn't want me happy so I stand here with my

Broken dreams, with my broken dreams
Oh yeah, oh yeah