Bored With Myself

[Verse 1]
Yesterday I woke up screaming through a panic attack
And today I got your text and I forgot to text back
So tomorrow imma let it just outta my mind
It's a roll of the dice

Yesterday I swear I would have bet it all on black
And today I'm suffering another panic attack
So tomorrow there's a 50/50 chance I bounce back
But I wouldn't count on it

[Chorus]
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking tired of being constantly so scattered to hell

[Verse 2]
Yesterday I thought of all of the lives I could have lived
And today I'm so determined I could finish what I've started
But tomorrow your guess is as good as mine
If I've still got any heart

Monday was a trainwreck that I barely got through
Tuesday was a new awakening that Wednesday overthrough
While all the progress that I've made will be on Sunday to renew
But I wouldn't count on it

[Chorus]
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking tired of constantly being so scattered to hell

[Bridge]
Last November I was burning
With the weight of everything
And in December I was painfully aware of how I'm barely a spec of dust in space

And yesterday my insignificance
Made me feel a little more at peace
And today all I hear is my clock tick tickin!

[Chorus]
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking bored with myself
I'm so fucking bored with myself (Yeah I'll never bounce back)
I'm so fucking bored with myself (Yeah I'll never bounce back)
I'm so fucking bored with myself (Yeah I'll never bounce back)
I'm so fucking bored with myself