​​(bonus) driveway

[Intro]
If you were mine somehow
If I was blue then I've been lied to now

Baby you were mine to know
If I was blue then why’d you go
If I was blue then why'd you go
Baby you were mine to know
If I was blue then why'd you-

[Verse 1]
Shivering in the cold with my headphones on
Skating out the garage to the driveway
Now I stay at home
Put my feelings into song
Smoking on the front lawn, tryna fly away
Only happy numb, yeah I’m always off the drugs
Baby watch me doze off on the highway
You fuck me up
Only do it for the fun
Now I'm running and you'll never look by my way

[Chorus]
I used to hold her
Now I'm just a loner
Too much problems in my head
Feel like it's over
And I fall, feel it grow in my soul as the winter gets colder

I'm stuck in the past
Looking at pictures of what we once had
I'm just trying my best not to collapse
Can't help these feelings, I know that it’s bad
I just lay in my bed and let you haunt me
(and)

[Bridge]
I’m running
Can't look back just in front of me
Hide it, I just keep it all under me
Lately nothing really that fun to me
Nothing was ever really that fun
All this weight I hold up, it’s a ton
I empty it when I fill my lungs
I can't help it yeah I know it's so dumb
Girl I really fucking thought you were the one

[Verse 2]
What's my life
I don’t know, I fight
But I loathe advice
I'm a lonely mess
Let me hold my vice
I get so depressed on these lonely nights
(like)

[Chorus]
I used to hold her
Now I'm just a loner
Too much problems in my head
Feel like it's over
And I fall, feel it grow in my soul as the winter gets colder

I'm stuck in the past
Looking at pictures of what we once had
I'm just trying my best not to collapse
Can't help these feelings, I know that it's bad
I just lay in my bed and let you haunt me
(and)