​blood soaked hands

[Intro]
The numbers, what do they mean?

[Verse 1: kxtamine]
Dying with my shawty is the way I wanna go
Numbers goin' up, make me think I'm gonna blow
Only want her, I don't care about the hoes
Slitting my wrist, I got bloodstains on my phone

[Chorus: kxtamine]
He wanna die, I did it first
I got blood up on my shirt
So much self-harm, it don't hurt
Shawty want me in a skirt
Obsessing, I'm a stalker
Heart inside my locker
Think she know I watch her
Think I need a doctor
Blood soaked hands
I'm off molly, I'm off Xans
I won't stop till I got fans
Say she like it 'cause I'm trans
I got pill shaped bottles
And we goin' full throttle
She said I'm sexy, I'm a model
Pockets so damn fat, I'll waddle

[Verse 2: kxtamine]
I got bloodstains on my phone screen
I'ma beat the bitch up, she said that I'm mean
Goin' so damn crazy
On thе dash, I'm doin' eighty
Strappin' up jus' like the Navy
Think I'm goin' so damn crazy

[Verse 3: luvwillow]
Evеry day's the same without you around
I think of your voice and I miss the sound
And I can't cope with all of this pain
Lack of serotonin in my brain
Something's wrong with me, I don't know what it is
I just really want to know how I got like this
You're in my dreams, you're stuck in my head
I hate the day we met, I should've stayed in bed

[Chorus: kxtamine]
He wanna die, I did it first
I got blood up on my shirt
So much self-harm, it don't hurt
Shawty want me in a skirt
Obsessing, I'm a stalker
Heart inside my locker
Think she know I watch her
Think I need a doctor
Blood soaked hands
I'm off molly, I'm off Xans
I won't stop till I got fans
Say she like it 'cause I'm trans
I got pill shaped bottles
And we goin' full throttle
She said I'm sexy, I'm a model
Pockets so damn fat, I'll waddle