1994, I said "Show me in your eyes"
You said you'd "try but they lie sometimes"
I said "It's okay", I said "they're blue like the sky"
You said "Okay, but they're grey, too, when I cry"
"I can't sleep anymore without this"
"I can smell it on your breath, it's sick"
"I guess I'll move on. I'll just exist. Mom, I'm the same kid you hit"
"You'll see my love, not for them, just because"
The sun it set and over me you towered
"I'll be your flower"
These walls want my medicine
But I won't give it to them
I watch your shadow's hand on his
You gave birth to an afterthought. Afterbirth
You enrolled in God, you grew up, she grew thin
Now I'm an open sore in store for a final accident
She lies sleeping. You lied and you don't seem like you wanted to
You're just as I want you, but I don't want to
Watch your kids for a couple hours
I'm still your flower