Anything of Hers

Fell into a hole today
Something I dug in my own brain
I could write it off and tell myself I'm wrong
But, I know these aren’t for everyone
I could almost smile to everyone but the sun beat down and I fell for so long

Come and hold me while I drown
The only time you're above ground
I know I said I'm lonely and bored
But now I know it’s so much more

I wonder where you are from and where your father was when you got drunk and where I'm going with you now and what we'll do
It can only be a certain placе
A part of you you thought erased
I've triеd myself a hundred times, too

Come and hold me while I grow inside
Outside is ruined
Snow falls on the street and every breath is slow
I love to watch you laugh when you're alone

I hold myself during these times
I'm tired on loss and high on wine
You're so far away but I am right here
I keep it with me everywhere, this helplessness thing
I've almost cared myself to shreds and been lost forever there

We never find who we’re taught to serve
And it’s a shame that we all eat birds
I miss you now, but I don't eat my words
But I’d eat anything of hers