Black Thoughts (Andale)

[Verse 1]

Let’s get it in, see I been on my grind
Clocking like it’s 9-5 keeping tabs and clocking time
If I waste it then it’s fine cause it’s mine
I admit it, I be lying in the bed
Daydreaming of dying
Fanaticizing bout islands
Take a trip to Heaven
It’s life that I been dreading
Which direction am I headed?
Will I live up to my parents expectations
Or surpass em’? Die young or outlast em’?
I don’t really have no passions
Living my life in fractions
With me it’s all or nothing
Some might say I be bugging
I’m all in, if I wanna, when I wanna
(Hysterical laugh)
Man this shit crazy

[Verse 2]

I ain’t never played with money
I ain’t never played at all
Matter fact I’m hungry, that’s a scratch I can’t itch
I want a bad bitch, lettuce, cheese lots of chips
Pasta, broccoli, and lots of dip
Most people in this world want lots of it
But it still won’t make you shit
Ándale Ándale
I’m ready to start this race, get in yo place
Imma set my pace, it’s more like a marathon
I’m running but I don’t know where I’m going
No clue when I’m done, We weren’t born
Just to rake funds, I wanna have fun
Everybody else yelling out run! Run!
Ándale! Ándale!
I got no time to waste
I got no time to play
Ándale! Ándale!

[Hook 5x]
Ándale! Ándale!
I got no time to waste!
I got no time to play!

[Verse 3]

People look at me and see the stuff I don’t see
Surrounding me and drowning me in prophecies
As if I shared philosophies
In each other people see the qualities they wished they possessed, I too am a victim of neglecting myself
People compliment without hesitation
My first thought, people be hating
People be faking, hating, but I don’t know
I’m my own best friend and worst enemy
Sometimes I tell myself I ain’t shit, society might agree
I have to constantly remind myself I am somebody
It’s not always where you are but where you wanna be
Even when you get there happiness isn’t guaranteed
Between you and me, this ain’t at all how I expected life to be
I truly wanna be free
Sometimes I wanna fly, but I can’t spread my wings
Held back by a couple things
There’s a lot I don’t have
A lot I want
But there’s a lot I already have
I should be thankful
I’m blessed
Thank God

- Zane Smith