Becoming a Stranger

So much for breathing, my cloud nine fell from grace
Loss of everything, where is my identity?
If I could only find what is left me
So much for letting go when you have nothing left to hold
The words that slid off your tongue, my everything
Your nothing, I know that I don't mean much to you but you mean the world to me
Devotion, an undying dead
The harrowing, bleed you out of me, the "he said, she said" falsity
Leave it be, I just want to go home
So much for letting go
I won't be dying with me, no not this time
Becoming by undoing him. Sacrifice, the ultimate devotion
So much for saving yourself
It can never be love
I can never be sold like the blood they call love
I am a stranger
I will not, I have not, I can never be like him