​barren

Don't know how to care anymore
Yeah you lied and said you'd stay
I'm trying but what is it for
Knowing that I'll be replaced
I can't look in the mirror I can't face myself
My life was a blur at the age of 12
Don't listen to her regarding my health
Cause the way that I'm feeling no one has felt
Looking around nobody's here
This is my world now the dust has cleared
My barren wasteland now I got no fear
Another one falls vermillion heavens appear
Now your words are like shrapnel in my brain
No one else knows this bloody pain
Sitting in my room all fucking day
Just knowing there's nothing I could do to save this
In a week I turn 18
And I know why you hate me
Staring back at my cracked screen
Can't forget the words you said to me
Looking around nobody's here
This is my world now the dust has cleared
My barren wasteland now I got no fear
Another one falls vermillion heavens appear
Now I know you want someone else
Cause you don't care what I felt
Yeah you don't care what I felt
I don't need you anymore
Even though I'm still in pain
Like a victim now my hearts still sore
But now I know I'll be okay
Don't know how to care anymore
Yeah you lied and said you'd stay
I'm trying but what is it for
Knowing that I'll be replaced
In a week I turn 18
And I worked out I hate me
But I'm turning into someone else
Just hoping I can break free
Forget it, my heart was rented
I ought to be a better tenant
Hope the next person looks after it's health
Cause god knows how that fucking felt
Now your words are like shrapnel in my brain
No one else knows this bloody pain
Sitting in my room all fucking day
Just knowing there's nothing I could do to save this
Don't know how to care anymore
Yeah you lied and said you'd stay
I'm trying but what is it for
Knowing that I'll be replaced