​tideblade

My mind is haunting but I got no fear
I grit my teeth I don't want you to know
February 12th when you left me alone
But you were so thankful just 1 week ago
Life is exhausting and nobody's here
My mind keeps on wondering where I can go
The weight on my shoulder, the pain in my chest
We keep getting older, lay me down to rest
I'm so tired, of waiting for me
I can't get out of bed, and I never even entered at peace
Passed out on my kitchen floor, unwillingly
Could this be end of us, it's killing mе
Yeah this is my tide blade
Dug into my wrist now wе're one in the same
Yeah this is my tide blade
Now everything I once loved is gone
This is my tideblade
You don't wanna hurt me I can't say the same
Cause I just need my pain
To make sure I know that I exist
I don't wanna hear
(I don't wanna, I don't wanna)
The voice that hides what I did last year
(I can't hide from that)
And I'm just trying to make it clear
(Can't you see that it's so clear)
That nothing is over, I just hide my tears
Burning bridges, get me home
Unforgiving, nights alone
Break me down I'm dying to live
Fuck this town, don't know where I fit in
I'm sick of crying
I'm sick of everyone trying to change
Feels like I'm dying
I popped a pill and forgot my own name
Promise to love me
Through heaven and hell would you follow me in
You're looking lovely
But I feel so tired where do I begin
I'm so tired, of waiting for me
I can't get out of bed, and I never even entered at peace
Passed out on my kitchen floor, unwillingly
Could this be end of us, it's killing me
(It's killing me)
Yeah this is my tide blade
Dug into my wrist now we're one in the same
Yeah this is my tide blade
Now everything I once loved is gone
This is my tideblade
You don't wanna hurt me I can't say the same
Cause I just need my pain
To make sure I know that I exist