​bad motives

[Verse 1: nobigdyl.]
(Yeah)
You think that I practice 'cause I preach it
Really, I donʼt mean it that’s the secret
I just let you see it, I don’t seek it (I don't)
I just hope TMZ do not leak it
You see it, I was a reject, like Vietnam
I was fleeing bombs
Running from the dark like Jerry upon seeing Tom
You look like a day that remind me that spring coming
In the middle of the winter it’s 60 degrees sunny
We listen to bees, humming birds float in the breeze, honey
You made me a fiend running towards infinite peace
Bloodied my feet
Try to quiet the tension it keeps comin’
Reflection lookin’ at me, and it’s mean muggin’
'Cause I didnʼt really mean it thatʼs the secret
I just stole your heart, didnʼt wanna keep it
I was raised a heathen with hyenas
I’m sorry, but thereʼs no way youʼll believe it

[Chorus: Medisin, nobigdyl.]
Guess I’m just the good guy, bad motives
Caught me in the low tide, and I’m floatin’ away
Tryna keep up my stride, but I canʼt
Look away from your eyes I wonʼt last
Fell in love with the notion that my heart was your's
And that you were mine
Guess I was never the good guy
Fell in love with the notion, no, notion
Guess I was never the good guy

[Verse 2: nobigdyl.]
(Yeah)
I’m so green with envy, I’m Invader Zim
She ask me why I act a monkey at the H&M
Good guys come in last
I was laughed at for my passion in the back of class
That’s all in the past
Loaded up my luggage
Trust I didnʼt pack
Lust all in my bag
Now I’m in my bag
Once I got my FAFSA
There’s no looking back
They think I’m a pastor but my motives bad

[Chorus: Medisin, nobigdyl.]
Guess I’m just the good guy, bad motives
Caught me in the low tide, and I’m floatin’ away
Tryna keep up my stride, but I canʼt
Look away from your eyes I wonʼt last
Fell in love with the notion that my heart was your's
And that you were mine
Guess I was never the good guy
Fell in love with the notion, no, notion
Guess I was never the good guy

[Outro: nobigdyl.]
'Cause I didn't really mean it thatʼs the secret
I just stole your heart, didnʼt wanna keep it
I was raised a heathen with hyenas
I’m sorry, but thereʼs no way youʼll believe it