Bad for Me

I've been trying to be a person
But it's harder than it seems
All the time I spend alone
I wonder if it's bad for me
I sit for hours and I think of all the things that I could say
To everybody in my life that I've caused pain

But it happens all the time
And it's all too much for me

I think I'm always on, but not plugged in
Trying makes my stomach sick
I guess the happiness will come along one day

I always had a vision in my head
Life just ain't fair, I guess
I gotta say I'm on my way

I never bought a diamond ring
I never asked you to stay here
I guess I never really thought I'd be hеre long enough to care
But just know I'm trying
Guеss I could probably try harder
I was never really smart enough to learn

But it happens all the time
And it's all too much for me

I think I'm always on, but not plugged in
Trying makes my stomach sick
I guess the happiness will come along one day

I always had a vision in my head
Life just ain't fair, I guess
I gotta say I'm on my way