Backtrack

[Verse One: Beto]
Backtrack guess I forgot
Was stuck in my head guess I do that a lot
2 AM, that’s right on the dot
Still setting up shop
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I’ll eat worms as I rot
Bottom the barrel I’m far from the top
You digging for crumbs, you scraping the pot
Rendezvous soon, meet at parking lots
Leave me some room, baby, save me a spot
You got friends, got people I know
I’m still on my own, you know how that goes
I’m hot with my tone, no jacket I’m cold
Sleeping alone under a blanket of snow
3 AM, hope I make it back home
C4 strapped cuz she blow up my phone
18 now can’t believe that I’m grown
19 now bet you wish I was gone

[Chorus: Beto]
Bet you wish I was gone
I’m not too far
And it’s not for long
But I’m gonе
Bet you wish I was gone
Bet you wish I was hеre
I’m just causing a problem
But I’m gone

[Verse Two: Beto]
Would you miss it
Wouldn’t miss me
Blink too fast and I wish you’d kiss me
Can’t go back can’t rewrite history
We could have been something but it’s just a mystery
Would you miss me?
It’s just an inquiry
Keep it discreet its a quick delivery
This endless misery
Death and taxes
We up so close start to fog my glasses
Break me uh
Shake me up
Ain’t talk for months then you hit me up
Cut me off
Chop me up
Ain’t shit to say but I wish you’d speak up
Looking for love, I hit a dead end
Backtrack now but I’ll hit it again
No time to give but got money to spend
I ain’t really here, I can’t play pretend

[Chorus: Beto & Ambynt]
Bet you wish I was gone
I’m not too far
And it’s not for long
But I’m gone
Bet you wish I was gone (Bet you wish I was gone)
Bet you wish I was here (Bet you wish I was here)
I’m just causing a problem (I’m just causing a problem)
But I’m gone
Bet you wish I was gone (Bet you wish)
I’m not too far (Yeah I’m not too far)
And it’s not for long (And it’s not for long)
But I’m gone (But I’m gone)

[Interlude: Hunter S. Thompson & Beto]
So I’m uh
I’m really in the way as a person (Bet you wish I was gone)
And the myth has taken over (Bet you wish I was here)
And I find myself as you know (I’m just causing a problem)
An appendage, I’m uh- (But I’m gone)
I’m no- not- not only am I no longer necessary, I’m in the way (Bet you wish I was gone)
It would be much better if I died (I’m not too far, and it’s not for long)
Then people can take the myth and make films- (But I’m-)

[Verse Three: Ambynt]
Gone, gone again
Pick myself up just to fall again
Fall in love to fall out then
What now, huh?
You just hate me, you don't hate all men
Ey, that's over-generalizing
But you're so damn mesmerizing
But I just can't keep comprising
Got to move on quick
Bitch, now you know I'm gone
Gotta find inner peace in myself
But I don't want to lose a whole piece of myself
And when I lose my cool, it's just me and my phone
Why is it that I'm always stuck all alone?
Can't keep talking 'bout
About the problems that are just all my own fault
Keep the true me locked up in a vault
I'm the wound, can you please pass the salt?
End up on my ass-phalt
That's just my default
Play the victim for attention
Ain't nobody gotta mention
This shit is just my own fault
I've stopped reaching out to you
Cause you don't text me
You just leave me on read
Disregard what I said

[Outro: Hunter S. Thompson]
But I have no choice
I have to solve this- this problem
So I suppose that my plans are to figure out some new identity
You know, imma have to kill-
Kill off one life and start another one