Back in the Pool

Obvious like a smack in the face
I clock that it's ending, corset unlaced
Memorised all three codes to your place
Without even being invited
I did everything in reverse

Maybe I should have learned how to swim
Before I got in real deep over my head
That’ll teach me to fling myself in
Now I'm stuck drifting backwards, sideways
Ever so far away from you

Take a fall, everyone does
Still I climb back on the horse
Take a hit, out of the blue
Still I jump back in the pool

Let them slide down the back of my throat
Doubts that I should have had about you
Must've bit off more than I could chew
Swallowed by expectations
Impatience, funny it tastes like déjà vu

Take a fall, everyone does
Still I climb back on the horse
Take a hit, out of the blue
Still I jump back in the pool

I shouldn’t compare myself to the rest
For I'm only out here doing my best
Boy, isn't it fun not knowing who's next?
Gimme somebody new, I now manifest
Boy, isn't it fun not knowing who's next?
Gimme somebody new, I here manifest