B.D.D. (Brookie Don’t Die)

I lost it all, my brain, life, my balls for y'all

No more phone calls

I walk along the long halls

The long hauls

The alcohol stalls, the show

The strip-malls, the hoes, the strippers and spit balls

And pit falls I done fell through

I went to hell for you

Probably end up in Bellevue or jail for you

That'll be two for two, headed for I.C.U. but

I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie

I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die

From the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floors

The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose

In the land of the body blows anything goes

If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow

Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know

So save me

I bang my head again, woke up dead again

Off my medicine, ripped my cardigan

Made my bed of sin, played my card again, took my slaughterin'

Wrote it off and took one more daughter in

God don't like me but He loves me

And strikes and kills anyone that shoves me

You're best to backtrack

Fell the backdraft when I write rough drafts

I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie

I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die

From the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floors

The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose

In the land of the body blows anything goes

If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow

Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know

So save me

Got a chip on my shoulder the size of Boulder, Colorado, colder

Look in the mirror I'm gettin' older El Dorado soldier

Off the off ramp, off the wagon and on to braggin'

You got a monkey on your back? I got a dragon!

I'm in mourning every morning

Hanging out with my dumbass should have a Surgeon General Warning

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

Born too be wild and born too rust

Scream at Yoko, geeked on coco

I duck and truck 'cuz that dere bitch loco

Implode weekly, geeky freaky

Yes block me, mock me but cannot beat me

Sing the chorus against or for us

Love, adore us or watch the tour bus

Over your head, if you missed the boat

Well then it's over your head

Yeah, it's over your head

I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie

I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die

From the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floors

The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose

In the land of the body blows anything goes

If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow

Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know

So save me

I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie

I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die

From the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floors

The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose

In the land of the body blows anything goes

If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow

Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know

So save me