Autumn moon

I opened up the blinds again
and let the autumn moonlight in
to light the candles hanging from the sky
the mirrors on the walls reflect
the days I've lost, the years I've led
I'm walking through a million miles away

there's nothing in this world they say
that makes us happy anyway
I counted all the days that I have tried
I've looked through all the angles and
I questioned all the doubts I had
I realized there's nothing here for me