At My Worst

I know I've been on the run
I  tryna test your power(?)
Ashamed  I'm only calling when I'm crying in the shower
But I think I'm starting to believe trouble comes in threes
Messing up my dreams
Writing  me off
And  I'm looking through the peephole
I don't want to see no people
V  you never answer the phone everybody leave me alone
I've been in the sky
Trying to land the planes
Stressing over stupid stuff
Like  what they're gonna say
And just when I'm sure
I've got no worth left on me
You want me
You grab some dirt
And shine the earth above me(?)
How you love me at my worst
Oh my worst
My worst
No one else gon love me at my worst
That's your word
Your word
You will always love me at my worst
You will always love me
Always love me
Always love me
At my worst
I don't want to pray when
I'm so off my game
Locking you out the house and go
Close up all the shades
Have breakfast with the lies
But won't feed into your truth
I'd be so ashamed
I hear you knocking but won't answer you
And every bit of love(?)
Breaking your trust
You bring down the doors for us
And just when I'm sure
I've got no worth left on me
You want me
You grab some dirt
And shine the earth above me
How you love me at my worst
Oh my worst
My worst
No one else gon love me at my worst
That's your word
Your word
You will always love me at my worst
No one else gon love me