As It Stands

Everything I have in my head, it begins to fade away
I search for it and I long for it. Now I know it's gone
Everything has slipped away

And I'm so overwhelmed. Everything that rests upon my shoulders fell
I would like to tell anyone who has depended on me for themselves
I'm sorry

Everyone I've held in my arms, I believe I've pushed away
I would be there if I could be there, but as it stands I'm gone
Everyone has slipped away

And don't be overwhelmed:
Everyone that loved me more than I could tell, I'm sorry
There's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves

Everyone has slipped away
Everything has slipped away