As It Goes

Think it was 4 weeks ago I had another friend dip
Talked about losing his head again, I know the feeling mate
And she

When we say she in songs you know we mean trouble
Nah jokes
But seriously though I was in kinda trouble
I'd forgotten who I was for about a month
Head was deep in the music thing and I was making beats for the boys
But I'd forgotten about me and my girlfriend's anniversary
I always forget something
Always fucking forget something

I unfortunately didn't take it like a champ
I kicked off like "How am I supposed to remember everything?
You ain't my calendar, it's a madness
I don't even schedule in breaks any more!"
That kinda thing
Fully my problem though init

So I was finding life hard again
Pretty hard
Just like the best of us do

Wish I fucking liked it more
Wish I fucking liked it more

Once drunk in love once drugs I loved once took enough to lose enough
As it goes
Benzos benzos and no hopes
Train wreck heads a mess you know the ones
Anyways, that nostalgia's a killer I'll tell you that much
You ever scroll through your old photos
And think life was always better beforehand?
I was doing that for what felt like ages
Obsessing over getting my life together
While wasting time trying to get my life together
She had no time left for that shit
Plus the fact I treated her like shit most days
Push and pull I was told to call it
I want you I don't want you but I need you always
Usually ended up screaming that I didn't need her but I did
Was clear as day when she left
Ah fuck I've done it now

The support circle dwindles once more
I'll make that 2 Guinness then
Alright let's make a plan to get her back
Think you've been a fuck up long enough it
Doesn't seem to look as cool anymore, does it?
Does it?