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[Verse: GUMI]
Did she sleep peacefully? He couldn't at all
These life hacks fall flat, it's asinine
There's no consistency, argue with the wall
Count the hours on a hand, it's just not fine
"It's just that phone, you have too much screen time"
Laptop's on the same with TV after nine to five
And even on days where my graph takes a nosedive
Alarm bells ring three hours after I rest my eyes

[Verse: mentholgrrl]
Said good morning to my father while I headed to bed
Stared at the roof for hours on accident
Online drama like a DVD sign in my head
A screen won't save me, but grass won't either
The moon pulls me toward her
I feel things double at night
Chasing remnants of a false life
To succeed I need routine, the antithesis of me
Don't tell me what I should be, even if you're right

[Chorus: GUMI]
I don't understand-
How I can't sleep at night-
I'm shutting down-
Let's see how long-
I don't understand and I never will
How I can't sleep at night and my body feels ill
I'm shutting down but I can't just sit still
Let's see how long this broken body can last until

[Verse: GUMI]
Two A.M., I can't make myself louder
Plug it in, dead phone needs power
I feel gross, I need to take a shower
Collapsed but I haven't died so far
Coffee concentrate, mix into my cola drink
And I'm still yawning, it really makes you think
Had enough of fixes that don't fix anything
How could I still believe in God when He's abandoned me

[Chorus: GUMI]
I don't understand and I never will
How I can't sleep at night and my body feels ill
I'm shutting down but I can't just sit still
Let's see how long this broken body can last until
I don't understand-
How I can't sleep at night-
I'm shutting down-
Let's see how long-