Am I A Freak W/ Bunii

[Intro]
Bastards

[Chorus: SNOS]
I've been blinded, I can't see
Too many thoughts in my head, it's so hard— (To dream; I promise I'm not going to kill myself)
All of my hopes have been shattered across my feet
I just wanna take my life, baby, am I a freak?

[Verse 1: SNOS]
Does it make me crazy? (Do you think I'm weird?)
Wondering on the daily, that there's any fear
I know I'm different, I'm not like none of my fucking peers
If you see me on the edge, please, don't interfere
Struggling [?], ain't nothing new
Why the fuck is it so hard to just go get to you
We got different ways, that shit ain't nothing new
I know yo' heart's hurt, I know it sucks for you

[Verse 2: bunii]
(Bastards)
I know you're bleeding bad, bae, you're not bulletproof (Bae, you're not bulletproof)
I pray they take me back, when it was me and you (Take me back, when it was me and you)
Nobody interfering, emotions getting through (Emotions getting through)
My mind still talks to me, his words are fucking cruel
Anesthesia: Knock me out 'cause I don't
Wanna fall back in love
'Cause the drop's too far back down
When I'm right on the edge of
My patience and thoughts too loud
Now I'm praying, pleading, that I see you when I'm—
Dreaming, sleeping, 'cause it's the only time I—
Need it, don't wanna wake up
Treat me with silence, everything's off 'cause I—

[Chorus: SNOS & bunii]
I've been blinded, I can't see
Too many thoughts in my head, it's so hard to dream (I promise I'm not going to kill myself)
All of my hopes have been shattered across my feet
I just wanna take my life, baby, am I a freak? (Baby, am I a freak?)
I've been blinded, I can't see
Too many thoughts in my head, it's so hard to dream (I promise I'm not going to kill myself)
All of my hopes have been shattered across my feet
I just wanna take my life, baby, am I a freak?