Allegory for life

And I fell asleep inside of my car, and I know that I can't change who I am, and I know that you can't change who you are, so baby tell me; what the fuck is the plan?

And I hold my tongue for way too long to fucking understand what it is you wanted me to be, but I can't hold my breath for that long

And the confidence is gone, and I can't feel my heard beating
I swear that I've been lost, I don't know if I've been healing
And I hold my friends way too close on top my heart
And I hold my friends way too fucking close

Karma is a bitch, I know that much
I know I'm bleeding out, that's just my luck
I hate the way you look at me just like you give a fuck, and I can't stand the little things that make me feel stuck

Break my legs and leave me for fucking dead, that's what you did
I'm telling you; break my sanity, I'll stress over what you said, I can't pretend
My heart is cold as stone, and my lungs stopped breathing
Sacrificed all that made me human, I'd do it again

My emotions burn up fast like a fallen comet
I don't want to speak, I think I'd vomit, that's the price I live