ALL THIS TIME

[Verse]
I just stack my money up
You sick of me don’t give a fuck
Last thing i could care about is trying when i’m fucking up
First thing that i worry bout is me when i’m waking up
Need to take my time but i’m still tripping off what’s in my cup
I don’t wanna die but honestly wish i could disappear
Cause my heart been frozen over it’s cold and empty filled w fear
Who am i and what do i want i’ll just try next year
Honestly i’d just be better if i shed my tears

[Chorus]
All this time
I’ve been thinking bout
How i’m not fine
I wish i could go back in time
Cause there’s a lot of shit
I want to fix
I know i can’t tho

[Verse]
Picturesque
The feelings that you’ve built don’t mean a thing to me
How can say all that shit you’ve really never acted on it
Say you love me means as much as dirt if ask me
How you gonna fall apart and still expect me fix things
I don’t even wanna fix myself that just means nothing
In reality i’m like a broken toy upon the shelf
Try and tried to kill myself but you won’t let me go away
I guess i’ll just haunt you til u hate me
I won’t fade away

[Chorus]
All this time
I’ve been thinking bout
How i’m not fine
I wish i could go back in time
Cause there’s a lot of shit
I want to fix
I know i can’t tho

[Verse]
I just stack my money up
You sick of me don’t give a fuck
Last thing i could care about is trying when i’m fucking up
First thing that i worry bout is me when i’m waking up
Need to take my time but i’m still tripping off what’s in my cup
I don’t wanna die but honestly wish i could disappear
Cause my heart been frozen over it’s cold and empty filled w fear
Who am i and what do i want i’ll just try next year
Honestly i’d just be better if i shed my tears