All The Way Down

[Andrew Cameron]
All the way down
Falling all the way down

[Myer Clarity]
Popped a Xan in the women's room
Numb to our feelings filling our cup but its never full
You fixed your lipstick & I was watching the minutes lull
Two cynical loners looking for love in the company of the miserable
A living rendition of Sid & Nancy
Only hear the bass through the wall as we sit here dancing
Splash a little water on my face I’m feeling antsy
Hit the dance floor, our vision moving at half-speed
All black everything, wallet chains, patches
Save these ‘sweet nothings' for the back seat of taxis
Her playing footsie, demon playing handsy
Trading every scar, scab, stick 'n poke to match me
Roaming down town bumming smokes off of strangers
Liquor in our blood out weigh the socially anxious
Anxious
I’m depressed, you depressed
We make a beautiful mess
Looked into your two pupils and said

[Andrew Cameron]
Pray my eyes turn back to brown
Nothing in the mirror now
I can't go nowhere but down
Pray this night won't turn to day
I just wanted time away
And now
I can't go nowhere but down
Let's go all the way down
Falling all the way down
I can't go nowhere but down

[Myer Clarity]
Suicide notes written on cocktail napkins
Initials keyed in the stall of many dive bar bathrooms
Your eyes shimmer under neon lights flashing
Faded in the Uber, listening to words from the pastor
Turning water to wine, turn a rock to a line
Rock bottoms to highs & boredom to a good time
Our love will be the death of us
I'm 92, you 93, save you a seat in the 27 club
We intertwined
Kiss my bloodied up knuckles
I kiss the cuts on your inner thighs
We filthy, we pretty
You fuck me like you wish you could kill me
Public, private, no limit, anyway you can get me
Kiss me with lips full of whiskey
Having too good a time to be thinking about tomorrow
I know I should sober up but I'm happy and I don’t want to
Fuck normal
I’m depressed, you depressed
We make a beautiful mess
Looking at my blackened pupils she said

[Andrew Cameron]
Pray my eyes turn back to brown
Nothing in the mirror now
I can't go nowhere but down
Pray this night won’t turn to day
I just wanted time away
and now
I can't go nowhere but down
Let's go all the way down
Falling all the way down
I can't go nowhere but down

[Myer Clarity]
Ash tray looking fuller these days
In a pad with where the windows always dull and its grey
Fam says that we been pulling away, wouldn’t you say?
We only feeling the vibe, we only fuck with today
We gonna live for forever
We gonna drink till we better
Each morning under the weather
We weathered, run down and tattered
So whats it matter to you, we just do what we do
We addicts
Romanticizing the tragic
We advocates of the savage
You told me it was the last of it
You call me out for everything you do and thats the facts of it
You ratchet, I'm ratchet
You batshit, I'm batshit
We evenly matched
Tug of war for the last to relapse
Cleaned up, you dragged me right back
My anxiety is feeding your anxiety
You call me a piece of shit but I ain't take it personal
Fuck the world with you
Worsen me, I worsen you
But life without you isn't worth it so
I'm willing to die to keep us immortal girl

[Andrew Cameron]
Pray my eyes turn back to brown
Nothing in the mirror now
I can't go nowhere but down
[Both]
Pray this night won't turn to day
I just wanted time away
And now
I can't go nowhere but down
[Andrew Cameron]
Let's go
All the way down
Falling all the way down
I can't go nowhere but down

[Andrew Cameron vocalizing]