I Don’t Wanna

SONG: I DON’T WANNA

[Intro - Distorted “Feel” Hook]
Drugs  don’t take the pain away
I  don’t wanna feel, pour me shots ‘till I pass out
And if I get high, I’ma hide out the passenger side
And just fade away, take the pain away
I  don’t wanna feel

*pill  bottle rattles*

[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh  Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel

[Myer - to self]
Passenger Side
I  numb myself to the feeling of you

[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel
*scissors*
[Myer - to self]
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t do this anymore
I fucking can’t do this anymore

[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel

[Myer - to audience]
They say you either die a hero
Or live long enough to see yourself become the villain
But listen
I think a lot of us expected me to die this year
But I’m alive
So if the shoe fits
*laughs*

[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Not At All
Nothin’ At, Nothin’ At All
Nothin’ At, Nothin’ At All
I Don’t Wanna Feel

[Verse 1]
When I make it big, I’ma roll up to the grammies and I’ll rent a whole row, I can sit the fuck alone
Dress in all black with two combats boots and a big ‘fuck you’ on my grill and in my tone
Walk up to the stage I’ma take that trophy & I’ll sell it for the gold, build centres for the poor
Break off every homie with business of they own, ‘for I barricade myself with a pistol in my home
*gun cocks*
[Myer]
I’m gonna do it!
*gun shot*

[Adlib]
I DONT WANNA

[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
I don’t like the world I’m in
I don’t wanna hurt again
I been like a nervous wreck
Brought up by the bourbon, yeah
Chain smoking in between a Heineken and tryna calm my nerves again
I pop another Percocet
*Whoop*
Pop another Percocet
Poppa getting worried ‘bout his kid
I just buried my one best friend and now I gotta go bury my own own mom
So don’t talk to me ‘bout how the world get

[Gang Vocals]
Fuck you know ‘bout it?

[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
I ain’t even twenty yet
I’m high and a degenerate
I’m trying not to feel
I wanna die and I nearly did
Mixing three different white lines
Got the whites of my eyes tryna reel it in

[Friend]
C’mon, Wake Up!

[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
What a time to be livin’ in
What a time to be tired of livin’ in
I’m sittin’ bench side, watchin’ shots I didn’t attempt
Make careers that shoulda been mine by 26

[Gang Vocals]
Shiiiiiit

[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
Shifty past in my Whiskey flask
Life’s highway, drunk, with that rear view cracked
I was “Ready to Die”
Blood trickled, mixed with that 5th of Grants
Splashin’ in the bath
Hatin’ on me, they wish me bad
Praying “lord take him, bring Miller back!”
Listen, I outlived the competition, thinkin’ I can live with that
[Ad-lib]
Can you?

[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
This for anyone who thinkin’ they should end it
Bet I recognize the feeling when you felt it
Tunnel vision, you can’t even send no one message
You don’t want be a burden, thinkin’ everyone is selfish
And they never gonna let up
Now the pressure in your chest is gettin’ heavy by the minute
You know ever since a kid, you never really got a leg up
And your parents fucked your head up
And you givin’ em your best and all you ever get is stepped on
All you ever get is shit on
[Myer]
Why Me?

[Verse 1 - Continue’d
Thoughts spinning by the minute, admit it
You never really stood a chance in this life
Answer this, right now
Do you value this life?
We could really end it all now, here, tonight
Pow Pow Pow
*Gun Shots*

[Outro]
Never felt like I fit in
Childhood trauma too vivid
Fuck it, I’ll play the villain
Let everyone else play the victim
Not All Heroes Wear Capes

[Adlibs]
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes, no
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes
Oh oh oh oh

[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel

[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel