All I Had Was A Bean

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
Huh
Yeah

[Verse]
Get caught in the streets with nowhere to go
Depend on the scale, the pot [?]
Talk to myself when I'm at the stove
Auntie keep callin', she wantin' me home
Jump on a flight, phew, I'm gone
Bitch keep naggin', what I did wrong?
Stuck in the booth, tryna put us on
Marvin Gaye 30 clip, let's get it on
Sippin' this Hen', dawg, get in my mood
Not too many choices, what do I do?
"How did you get there?" I flew
He wanna be famous, put him in the news
Chrome Hearts sweater, Dior shoes
She thinks that I changed, I went been ballin'
Dawg Shit Records, girl, I be doggin'
Booted right now, beg pardon
Smoke my wood and talk to myself
Doin' these beans to deal with my health
Committin' these sins, I'm killin' myself
Phew, gonna get rid of myself
Poof, pack vanished
There what I did, bitch can't stand it
All I had was a bean, baby girl, can you make me a sandwich?
Yeah, yeah, tryna be cooler than liquor
Auntie like, "You a smooth nigga"
What the hell that gotta do with her?
Me and my mama do not got a bond
Jump out the car with a Glock like James Bond
She asks how I'm feelin', then turnin' me on
I think she ain't here, she provin' me wrong
Drinkin' the Hen', dawg, that's every day
Wipin' my tears with a E pill
Wash away the pain with another shot
Ain't no way to go but still spin the block
Ain't nobody there, just me and my thoughts
Seein' 12, thinkin' 'bout gettin' caught
She like, "What you thinkin'?" I'm in my thoughts
Stuck in my ways, it ain't my fault
Yeah, huh, smokin' the pressure
One more shot make me feel better
Mama didn't love me but I still love her
Baby mama left me, still love her
Love her but she can't get shit from me
I was broke, now I'm up, they want my money
Thirty thousand, thirty days, suck my dick
Uh, tell the promoter, "Send me five hunnid"
Keep your tax money, I spent it
Bought a car from Cali, that's not rented
They like, "Why it's fish-bowl, not tinted?"
Keep talkin' 'bout CashApp, send it
They was hittin' the stove but didn't finish
They'd never think they'd see me winnin'
Every time Brainstorm here, we workin'
They think we makin' these hits on purpose
Certain days I ain't think it was worth it
At the bank, write my name in cursive
Grind hard, they said I didn't deserve it
Used to wonder what was my purpose
Mama a gangster, she ain't baby me
Bitch, shouts-out to Grandma for raisin' me
Fuck my baby mama for playin' me
Fat bitch should've kept it straight with me
Ain't no bitch better than Lisha G
Two-tone Glock size as a lil' kid
I told my dawg, "Don't take advantage"
I ended up here, I didn't plan it
Got to where I'm at, now they can't stand it
I watched people know me start defendin'
I went to school with you, how the fuck you a fan?
They see me sellin' crack out a van
New Breed Trapper, doin' what I can
Do what I want, but for them, what I can
I'm the one fill up they gas tank
I'm the one take Aunt to the grocery store
I'm the one say, "Strugglin', not no more"
I look up for Aunt standin' at the store