Alive and well

[Verse 1]
I was so confused, I couldn't understand it
I tried to please too many people
And somehow every one of them is pissed off at me

The exact opposite of what I intended has materialised
And now everyone I know who's alive and well is pissed off at me
Including me

[Chorus]
Going long, I push the waves back
Kicking down in all that blue and black
Dig 'em in and reach an impasse
Never ever not going to feel that

[Verse 2]
I was so confused, I couldn't understand it
I tried to please everyone to no more than a sufficient degree
And somehow every party suspected this was my intention
And everyone's pissed off at me
Everybody
Everyone's pissed off at me

[Chorus]
Going long, I push the waves back
Kicking down in all that blue and black
Dig 'em in and reach an impasse
Never ever not going to feel that

Gone far, but haven't looked back
Fading intellect, yeah, that's what you said
There, the only cataclysm
I build a blaze there, yeah
It's pushing night-wide

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Going long, I push the waves back
Kicking down in all that blue and black
Dig 'em in and reach an impasse
Never ever not going to feel that

Gone far, but haven't looked back
Fading intellect, yeah, that's what you said
There, the only cataclysm
I recognise [?]