Afraid Of Dying

I’ve signed away and settled my agreements
Sharp documents of white and black
Now, one says that eventually I’m leaving
And I’ll have to be okay with that

I’ve read all the closing chapters
Yeah, I skipped to the end of the story
Yeah, I know nothing's promised, and only if I’m honest
I’ll admit I’m not scared

I’m not afraid or confused
I haven’t lost the things I’ll lose just yet
And even so, I’m scared
That I’ll be gone rather soon
There’s nothing I can do
Wasn’t afraid of dying anymore
Until I met you

It’s kind of weird that with every passing birthday
The days feel strange, knowing I can’t go back
Feels like my future feels less promised
Sorta feels ironic, but even so
Think I’m okay

I’m not afraid or confused
I haven’t lost the things
I’ll lose just yet
And even so, I’m scared
That I’ll be gone rather soon
There’s nothing I can do
Wasn’t afraid of dying anymore
No, I’m not brave or confused
I haven’t lost the things I’ll lose just yet
Cause even now I’m scared
That I might be gone rather soon
There’s nothing I can do
Wasn’t afraid of dying anymore
Wasn’t afraid of dying anymore
Until I met you