Adored

[Verse 1]
They say crazy's antiquated
Then why am I screaming on the five?
You say I made myself this way
Then why am I fighting to survive?

[Chorus]
My routines, they last a week, can't manage more
Stuck and in between, still self-assured it seems
I still don't know what I need to feel adored by me
So I won't close the door, hm

[Verse 2]
Wear my anger as a mask
'Cause I'd rather hate than be hurt by you
You know, babe, I'd rather have it any other way
But right now that's all I can do

[Chorus]
My routines, they last a week, but still, I try
To be all that I want and simplify my needs
I'm doin' all I can not to lie to me
I won't say goodbye

[Outro]
'Cause I could never lie
No, I won't say goodbye
Goodbyе