Adolescent Angst (Not you, you)

[Verse]
Motherfucker never made shit 'cept your own problems
And no it never makes sense, nah it's all drama
Never know it till it's all gone and you lost it
Wishing you could turn back but it's all conflict
Went from angsty to crazy, the chase it amaze me
I run from that shit
I'm just tryna leave a mark more than scribbles
Bitch I'm [Banksy?] the type of shit that make you stop and think for a bit

I still remember the day that the world changed then
You've been gone for years but there's still traces
Showing what I'm missing, wish that stayed in
The love never really changes
I think of you when I'm down
I think the view from that house
Not a second I would doubt, not a minute I could lose
Still I found mad time for you
And I don't ever want it back
Tell me how you'd love to talk but don't act
Guess I stopped holding onto the past and it all goes by so fast
Can't see through the fog, it's too black
Really only in it for the heart
Pouring in whatever I can touch
Really only in it for the love
Hope that you remember us
I can picture how I'd run
Yeah I'd run but where the hell would I be running to?
When I look at anything I think of you
It's overwhelming, I can see it but can't break it through
No I've been waiting myself, I've been making moves
You wouldn't get it
The stress is overwhelming
I don't talk about much but it's true
I'm scared so I'd rather overprepare than lose and turn the thinking into doing
Worst to move, never look back
Only feel you and I'll always do it

[Chorus]
Everyone up in their feelings that went
Whenever I feel blue I start breathing again
Really living's all I need to be set
Whenever I feel blue I start breathing again
Lately I been-
Everyone up in their feelings that went
Whenever I feel blue I start breathing again
Really living's all I need to be set
Whenever I feel blue I start breathing again, yeah

[Verse 2]
I don't need a reason to be happy if people only like the sadness
This shit is depressing
We'd rather be wanting than mend it, rather be fighting than end it, rather be trending
Thinking you stick out but you blend in
Just cause he did it don't mean he meant it
Just cause it don't hurt don't mean it's mended
Now I keep a couple tabs under my bandana, man I'm feeling like [Kendrick?]

Life is so hectic
I take a breath and hold my head up for a second
Stopped being so selfish and I started learning lessons, yuh
Stopped asking so many questions and started counting blessings
Right in front yo face but you never see the message
Keep it shut unless it fit in with the progression
It ain't with the progression