Addicted

[Intro]
Yeah
This is about addiction
It's probably different to the shit you're used to hearin' about
It affects you just the same
I know it's got me
Yeah, uh

[Verse]
To me thinkin's a drug, the only difference is there isn't a buzz
You never stop but still it isn't enough, it's fucked up
'Cause it's a condition we're conditioned to trust
With our decisions 'cause livin' within this system succumbs
You into thinkin' what you think is the sum, there's you
And there's your mind, you think by definition they're one
So you spend every minute in this prison, it's numb
'Cause you think that envisionin' everything you need done
Is gonna help but it's not, what you consider becomes a repetition
A fictitious, insignificant, dumb
Idea, it's why fear's on the tip of your tongue
It's got your soul, 'cause you lost control trying to problem solve
And once it's got a hold, it's hard to shake
It's like you wanna let go but your head says no
So there's conflict, though you wanna see the pain die
While you hope it does, your mind doesn't at the same time
It's kind of strange, right? Nah, it's deranged
Why would you ever really want to have such an insane fight?
It's 'cause your mind, well, inside, it's alive
And while you'd like it to die, it's still tryna survive
If you identify with it, then you'll go back through
But if you recognise the difference then you don't have to
You don't have to be a victim, that's your mind tryna trick you
Into thinkin' that's the only component within the picture
If ya wanna be free, you gotta learn to separate instead
You'll probably see the average person never change
In their mind, they'll feel like they're conflicted
It's 'cause inside they don't realise they're addicted