The violation of sleep
Is no longer a pleasure
But an increasing pain
As I find rest in absence
Myself stays numb, restrained
Inner dissolution
All fear lurks for it's strike
An acute interference
A shackle from inside
Whimpling for a helping hand
By matters of disguise
I’m hypnotised, I'm trapped
Inside my shell of lies
Cause I'm not able to rest
I am not able to run from my fears
As they're always one step ahead
Every mistake keeps my past alive
That I just tried to escape from
But the pressure I put on myself
Pushes me down to the ground
It’s like every failure that I've ever made
Are the only things I must never forget
The only things I must never forget
Tell me that you felt the same
Tell me everything has turned out well
Cause I'm not able to rest
I am not able to run from my fears
As they're always one step ahead
Absence was produced by Christof Kempe.
The Pariah (DEU) released Absence on Sun May 22 2016.