A lost cause

Tired of feeling like a lost cause
I’m crossed
When I’m standing up I can barely walk (walk)
Don’t talk I don’t wanna be social
Cause man I’m never really hopeful
Spit that shit in my vocals
I always told you
I’m a fucked up mess I’m just trouble
Sinking deeper in the rubble
Try to run but I stumble
I’ve been tryna go global
I’m now more than just local
But every single day inside my room alone I’m disposed of
I swear to god
Anxiety just always tryna be a bitch
Getting in the fucking way of everyday I fucking live
I just wanna feel okay it’s like the world just can’t forgive
I don’t wanna go outside I’m feeling fucking homesick
Culprit
All these drugs they fill my system to the brim
And I just don’t understand why the pieces fall where they is
Life’s a fucked up puzzle of wrongs turns and gin
I’m gone keep on fucking sipping until the white light comes in

I'm fucked up and I hate it
Every day I’m elevating
To the places that I’ve been chasing
And I’ve been getting impatient
I keep on running these races
But my legs get tired
I don’t know if I can take it
Everybody says my mind so fucked so just change it
Chemical imbalances inside my brain always raging
And motherfuckers just don’t understand the shit that I’m facing
I used to be that fucking kid who got his face in the pavement
And now (now-now-now)

I’m still the same
Geeky as a fuck but I’m not a fucking lame
I’ve done made my fucking name
Made a mark inside the game
Sad boy joy coming up for the fame
Third damn album keep on coming up with flame
You can try to stop the fire but you can not keep me tame
I’ve been through a lot of shit I done did this out my pain
And I got people tryna tell me I don’t deserve what I made
Like get the fuck out of my face

Who are you to tell me who I am
Lovesong loser just a very broken man
Always rapping about love bout them drugs bout them xans
I don’t even understand why the fucks with the kid
I’ve been tryna make this music make a gift that I can give
Every single damn day I’ve been hurting in my skin
I’m gone make it out this world I’m gone make it out this bitch
I’m gone make it out the life that got me feeling just like shit so