4ever.Urs/Pt. III

[Chorus]

Are you proud of your creation look what I've been facing
Obstacles from your demise got me losing patience
I'm not afraid of the future I don't know what's in store
Walk in peace but in my mind a nigga starting wars
I'm forever yours
I'm forever yours
Walk in peace but in my mind a nigga starting wars
I'm forever yours

[Verse: 4ever.Urs]

Rub my head and tell me shit gon be straight
I know it's false but you don't know what's at stake
Losing myself with every dream of this cake
Incite a riot when the pen is loose
The violence got me in the mood to send a couple blessings through
So pray with me
I know I'm hard to deal with but can you stay with me
Go to sleep at nightfall and start the day with me, shit
I miss my moms but that's life
I wish I had a chance to make some shit right
Had I known I would've picked up the phone
I heard the voicemail a million times I wish I was home
To tell you don't leave I'm on my way
Shit, guess I was too busy recording
My frame of mind was jaded, your love wasn't important
I'm apologetic, depression wasn't my aesthetic
But I gambled your emotions on the fold let you tell it
I wish I never called you bitch, I was lost in my emotions
Still sorry bout the shit but you was right
I'm special God made me himself
And I appreciate the love you gave me even the belts
I still think about the funeral and feelings I felt
I look at you and see myself, one love

[Verse: Part III]

I'm trapped, in the confines of being a man
Knowing my place when I throw rocks no hiding my hand
The principles that my brother taught me
He also taught me how to know myself
Yet I'm still learning the steps
I'm lost, in my thoughts it's been this way for some years
Tryna cope with losing friends I'm speaking on what I fear
Spill my guts when I write words
Unbalanced but the totem pole steady growing inches
That's why I stoop in all my pictures I just keep it low
It's like the moment I get somewhere my life takes a turn around
Just thoughts that I should share because my feelings get watered down
Shit, I can't explain with just some rhymes and a beat
Pick up ya feet stop complaining bout the shit you can't reach
Just aim higher than expected show them niggas your worth
The only destiny on this earth is dead in the dirt
At least that's promised
I felt this way since I was a novice just a youngin out for commas
But it's deeper than money and pussy
I feel like God overlooked me I'm his resurrection
Just hope the people round point me in the right direction
I'm focused on self, keep it grounded my nigga don't you focus on wealth
Life is more than knowing yourself
I see it now
But a nigga ain't supposed to see the bigger picture
I get ya, 21 in July, media probably kill me off by June
If that's the truth I'll be with mama soon

Fuck, fuck i fucked it up