21 candles

[Verse]
It only took my whole life to be the man
I shouldn't be where I stand
Cause the odds against me CNN didn't think that I can
Dodged the penitentiary and pulled my pants up
Done falling for stan sluts but I thank you for the stanzas
Pictures on the wall made me vision more than dreams can recall obtained my place in history before my number got called
Damn, I wish we never got caught
Seen the pictures and the casket took a while before a tear decided to fall
I pray for us all, I live a double life when I'm clocked in, I'm human
At night I terrorize these beats you wondered why it's humid
Cause the fluids mixing in with that powder
I gotta get it right make sure you double back in a hour
And leave your nigga at home, because he looking funny
I had this frame of mind since middle school when I was dressing bummy, but my kicks was on point
But that's besides the fact I'm here to kick the shit that y'all want better than ranting, bitching spending my last money on blunts
But you don't hear it
I'm coming off as preachy cause the truth gon make you fear me
I prefer you to sleep than kick that bs like you feel me and shit
All jokes aside this as real as it gets
I love a city that don't love me back
My last resort is pushing crack but I know better than
Every drug ain't medicine, tell Obama to let us in