If I Die First & Connie Sgarbossa
If I Die First
If I Die First
If I Die First
If I Die First
If I Die First
[Intro: Zubin]
If I stepped outside and started drifting away
The way that you drift away when you're talking to me
Would you take it personal (Would you take it personal)
Or would you understand?
Would you go chase right after me
Or is it up to chance?
If I drop dead here (If I drop dead here)
Would you leave it to fate? (To fate)
The way you leave it to fate (To fate)
In how you do everything
Would you even dare miss me (Would you even dare miss me)
Or would you walk right past?
Step over my dead body and forget all that we had
[Pre-Chorus: LiL Lotus]
So disconnected from everything we used to be
And I feel it all
We're burning out again (We’re burning down again)
[Chorus: LiL Lotus]
Are you alive?
'Cause you’re sobering up and there's tear drops on my skin
I feel it all
We’re burning out again we’re burning out again
[Verse 2: Zubin, Zubin & LiL Lotus]
Excuse me while I fall apart so quietly
I hope that you don’t wake up to the noise of my heart breaking (Heart breaking)
Haven’t slept in a couple nights
So whats another one while you just
Lay there sound asleep?
Oh, what you do to me
[Chorus: LiL Lotus]
Are you alive?
'Cause you’re sobering up and there's tear drops on my skin
And I know I can't bring you home again
When this is over (When this is over)
When you come over we can fake it one last time
We’re burning out again, we’re burning out again
[Verse 2: Zubin & LiL Lotus & Nedarb]
I don’t think you’d notice if I never made it back
It's a hard pill to swallow when you're living in the past
You’re on your own
Find your own way home
I don’t think you’d notice (Forget me)
If I never made it back (Forget me)
It’s a hard pill to swallow (Forget everything)
When you’re living in the past
You’re on your own
Find your own way home (There’s nothing left of me to save you from yourself)
Find your own way home (Forget me)
Find your own way home (Forget me)
Find your own way home (Forget me)
Forget me
There’s nothing left of me to save you from yourself
There’s nothing left of me to save you from yourself
40 days & 40 nights was written by LiL Lotus & Travis Richter & Derek Bloom & Zubin & NEDARB.
40 days & 40 nights was produced by Travis Richter.
If I Die First released 40 days & 40 nights on Fri Aug 13 2021.