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[Chorus]
You don't wanna lose
And I don't wanna lose you
This is what I get, I guess
For loving someone stable
I've seen what flights turn into
I didn't grow up like you
It's just a mess, a little stress
For me, it all feels fatal
And I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose you again

[Bridge]
While I'm here screaming in my sleep and skipping meals
How are you fine?
While I'm here and the fear is out here eating me alive
That you might go, yeah, I know

[Chorus]
You don't wanna lose
And I don't wanna lose you
This is what I get, I guess
For loving someone stable
I've seen what fights turn into
I didn't grow up like you
It's just a mess, a little stress
For me, it all feels fatal
And I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose you again