365x: 21

It's been a long year. I guess most people of my 2016 has been defined by 2 things - My first ever piece of music for sale, and well, this.

['Sofie Letitre - I'll Be Fine (ZES Remix)' plays]

But really there was so much more to it than that.
I know you've probably read this in some fucking interview or something I've done or live streamed before, but like, I feel... for a long time I felt in the same place as End Credits, you know?
And so... I think you think too much of me is one way to get around that, but I really... You know, I just want to regress, I don't feel like I have - I'm halfway there but it's like 'shit I haven't really been doing anything for the last year.' And I've been saying I've been doing a shit ton but like, in terms of... I don't know.
The fall of last year I've been living in my fucking head 1000 miles in the sky not really 'in it' I guess. It's good to just get back down to earth. Wow that's really fucking... hipster or whatever, you know what I mean.
In terms of music though honestly it's been kind of hit and miss. I feel like I got a lot of cool shit I want to make and say, but it's - I don't think I'm in the right place right now.
Like I'm having cool ideas that I know and like a lot of shit that I want to achieve, and I mean like things I want to say but I don't think I'm in the right place right now. So I'm cool with just kicking it back and laying it easy. I just don't feel like it's connecting fully right now. I'm not even back for like 2 weeks and I was gone all in the last week and I'd be gone in London again in the next week, so I'm not really in the zone. Just gonna grow up a bit in the next month or two or four or five or whatever and it'll happen eventually. I don't know. Buuuuuuut I forget what else I was gonna say.