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[Chorus]
I try and describe the hurt
But I can't find the words
Is this what I deserve?
Is this what I deserve to be?
I just can't commit
But it's so hard to quit
Is this the way it is?
Is this the way it has to be?

[Verse]
I know what I want to say
Not how to say it
I wish it was easy
To get all this out of my head
But shit ain't as simple
As talking about all the feelings
That I don't know how to express
Now it's a problem
A blunt and a bottle
I swim to the bottom of
Out of regret
That never solve it
What did I expect?
I don't bring it up to you
Out of respect

For you
All I go through
It's all old news to you
You don't care to hear it now
Or hear about it
You don't care to hear me out
And I'm so used to it
I'm no use to you

[Chorus]
I try and describe the hurt
But I can't find the words
Is this what I deserve?
Is this what I deserve to be?
I just can't commit
But it's so hard to quit
Is this the way it is?
Is this the way it has to be?