15 letters

Hold my hand, just hold my hand
I knew it, i knew it
You loved me, i blew it
I told you I'd never leave your side
I told you everything
And you always came back to me
I knew it, i knew it, i knew it could never end
But i cannot mend
I can't get you out of my head
I told you, i told you you were the only one
Tell me if I'm not the one

Every night, every night
Right back in your arms
Take a knife, take a knife
Let it drain my heart
That's the life i chose
That's the life i live
Wanna run away
Wanna live off the grid
Every night, every night
Right back in your arms
Say the same old words
It's the same old hurt
And it burns, and it burns
Let me fly with the birds
Feed my body to the worms
Feed my body to the worms

I know it feels impossible to get away from me
That's why i'm terrified when you tell me you'll stay with me

Shapes in the corners of my mind
Hearts and knives collide in front of my eyes
But time and time, you die again, slipping away through my hands
I'm talking to the walls again, but these walls keep on telling me the same things i've heard everyday
I'm looking for a lifeline
I wanna pass the time
Candle light burning in the night for you and i
Let it out tonight
Don't tell me anything
Cause i'll always come back to you
I know it's hard to see but you can't stay away from me

You know i can't forget this
I wrote you fifteen letters
You took away my feathers
I cannot fly alone again