​i can’t let the memories decide for me

The mixture of the poison setting in
A needle tears a hole into the skin
I've got no other place that I can go
But I told you I was never coming home
And you know what's coming
I was calling out for you back then
But you never cared, it was so clear
Yet I still kept you near

The mixture of the poison setting in
A needle tears a hole into the skin
I've got no other place that I can go
But I told you I was never coming home
And you know what's coming
I was calling out for you back then
But you never cared, it was so clear
Yet I still kеpt you near

I can't let the mеmories decide for me
But I, I want you, you want me
We can't be free
I, I don't know how to say how I feel
I'd try to move on, but I know I can't heal

So just run away as fast as you can tonight
Cause I can't be the one to put an end to this life
So just run away as fast as you can tonight
Cause I can't be the one to put an end to this life

I've been dragging everyone I love into the depths of hell
I'm a black hole everything around me gets pulled right into my spell
I've been talking to myself
Everyday I feel so frail
Feel the raindrops soak my hair
Dying in the rain, wallow in despair
I've been dragging everyone I love into the depths of hell
I'm a black hole everything around me gets pulled right into my spell
I've been talking to myself
Everyday I feel so frail
Feel the raindrops soak my hair
Dying in the rain, wallow in despair